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[Friday
December 11th, 2009 ] |
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two entries within the same week? or month rather. I need to find more confidants aside from my laptop and my kitten.
I am blessed to have a mother that knows exactly what is wrong before I say it, exactly how I feel before I express it, and says exactly what I want to hear before I defend myself.
After a heart to heart, I'm changing my major, yes again. I've realized that I need to stop pretending to be something I'm not, a science buff. I love my biology but that's only half of the entity. However, to what, is the question. Psychology or writing, or both. Just what to do with those is the other BIG question.
The pro to this entire situation is that I have a month to figure it out. On the other hand, the con to this situation is that I have a month to figure it out.
Catch 22 much.
Well, regardless of all this mess, I feel like I can breathe again. The first time in a long, overbearing three years.
I did not know there was a rule against playing a song repetitively on youtube. I'm just in a mood and youtube is turning against me.
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[Tuesday
December 8th, 2009 ] |
It's disgusting how I get these writing cravings. I'd much rather write multiple papers than study a text book of pointless entities that will never apply to the career path I'm striving for. Apparently, I've chosen the wrong career path.
One more two hour period of filling in circles on a piece of paper and I'm free, free to go absolutely insane and resort back to my childlike state. Especially after moving out of my house, having every inch of freedom possible and then rewinding and having all of that freedom taken away, I couldn't be more excited. Not that being home and on break is anything like how it would be in my apartment and on break.
I miss my apartment. =[
Just take away the certain factors that drove me out of it. And it would be perfect.
I guess I just have to wait until things work out how they should work out. Not move out for two months and then pathetically come back home. At least I had good reason.
.. at least I thought so.
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| reminiscing the unfortunate livejournal days |
[Wednesday
October 8th, 2008 ] |
i'm so happy i outgrew my livejournal phase.
oh, wait. hi hypocrite.
just for good times sake i'm writing for no apparent reason. the other day me&alaina were talking about how many things have changed since last year. good or bad, i'm not sure if for better or worse. as of right now i feel like i'm stuck in a rut and have no way of getting out. but i have faith. I think.
my parents need to stop yelling, they're not THAT old. i think hearing loss is starting early.
I've realized life is full of uncertainties, as cliche as that sounds.
It'd be nice if someone could give me a hint or a sign that things are falling into the right place.
but then again
"you don't have to know where you're going to be headed in the right direction".
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[Thursday
February 10th, 2005 ] |
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NEW pictchaa.
don't comment unless you're not added. paleasee
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